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Thursday, September 16th, 2004
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3:03 pm
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I really should update this thing more but you know how life is.......
Anyway, im really exhausted most of the time. I did not know that my last semester would be so hard but Im finding it ridiculously trying. Im now a pharmacy technician and I am now finding myself addicted to my job. It not that it is a necessarily fun job but I am satisfied by it which I guess is a good thing. Im buying a brand new car soon, my old one has given me too many problems and Im too old to be stressed from a vehicle so Im getting a new one but I dont know what to get. Im thinking of a saturn because i heard they were good cars. Im going to New York in December and I cannot wait. Me and 4 other friends have been saving for a week in new york since march and I think that we finally have more than enough to go. granted that we dont shop too much or dine at expensive restaurants. Anyway. im off to work, Love you all............................
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| Tuesday, March 23rd, 2004
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10:55 am
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i finally got my cell phone swithced over to AT&T. Altell sucks and i would not have stayed on with them for another year. i am stressed out and am develpoing nervous habits that i am hoping will go away once i graduate and get a real job. i want money more than i want anything else right now. although at this point i am more finacially stable than i have ever been in my life, i still want money!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Friday, January 23rd, 2004
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3:24 pm
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don't laugh but i really have forgotten how to use L.J. i think that i have figured it out now though. i'm way too lazy to write on this thing everyday, maybe once a year: )
my last semester is too stressful already. i want to quit but the time is-a-comin' where i face my fears and walk in my cap and gown. it is at some points in the day all that renders my mind. i'm enveloped in my own success. i guess that's a good thing.
( Jenn, if you are reading this rare journal entry please note that i have not yet gained back my 10 pounds)
sorry, for the interruption from my thoughts but some things are just way too important : )
back to my issues, i feel now grown-up. i am not a giggling little girl anymore. i'm facing the fucking facts that i cannot possibly do anything about. nor want to do anything about.
P.S thank you,
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) rhiannonstone for wishing me birthday greetings at the beginning of the year.
i was bed-ridden on my birthday with pneumonia so your wishes mean a lot.
tonight is movie night at my house but i think i will study instead, i would feel guilty if i didn't.
but first, i shall nap..................................................
current mood:  contemplative
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| Sunday, March 30th, 2003
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2:06 pm - ramble
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Im exausted with school.
im realizing that my red hair is what is getting me recognized by all my friends. i need to dye it back to black, its becoming part of my identity, that makes me highly uncomfortable...........
kathryn if you are reading this, i dont mean you, just everyone else, they all suck i guess.........
roo, some friends and i are going to hang out next weekend if you want to come love,
kiss.........
i start tomorrow at dh hill , working in the book stacks, im kinda excited about it........
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| Thursday, September 5th, 2002
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11:46 am - hardwood floors:)
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know i have not posted in forever, just let i thought id let journal know that im moving once again,
not sure if i got the place yet but i will let you know and hopefully be moved by saturday.
will update soon
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| Wednesday, July 31st, 2002
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11:29 am
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why is it that everyone that works at the goodwill on hargett street angry? i went there with roo yesterday and everyone there had an attitude. we left without buying anything:
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| Tuesday, June 18th, 2002
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11:07 am - baby blues
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i found out i was pregnant last thursday.
i took a test and it was positive, although generic was the test, it was positive: two ugly blue lines in a row. im thinking what the fuck am i gonna do? how much is an abortion anyway?
yesterday i went to the doctor, he examined me, and told me there was no way that i was pregnant, i got angry and confused. it sucks when something happens that you dont want to happen, and then after a week somehow find the way to get used to the idea,a way to cope with the whole thing, and then you find out it was all a lie to begin with?
im relieved but i have to admit that in all this coping that i was doing for the past week, i kind of found myself wanting a baby, i felt that i was a beautiful thing to be, a mother, anyways,
LJ ladies, dont ever use equate brand pregnancy tests from
wal-mart, they give you a shit load of lies and a week full of stress
current mood:  blah
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| Friday, May 31st, 2002
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11:59 am - ?
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can anyone tell me, what it means on your friends list when some of the names are in bold, and others are not?
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| Thursday, May 30th, 2002
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8:58 pm - drink
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my neighbor just got arrested for public drunkeness. apparently he was stumbling down oberlin road when the cops stopped him. its weird because this guy has always seemed so tame and religious, hes always going on about how god changed his life, its pretty sad.....
test tomorrow, in organic, im nervous but ready, so i guess ill do fine....
going to a party tonight up on clark, there will be liquor and sin, yay
current mood:  bouncy
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| Saturday, May 25th, 2002
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8:52 am - :(
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im lonely on a saturday, roo's gone to work, i dont work today, all my friends from school are gone for the summer, loneliness sucks:(
current mood:  lonely
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| Monday, May 20th, 2002
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7:45 pm - fuck me
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every time i go to work my confidence gets lower and lower, im making myself weary of getting up and going to work, it just seems pointless now. fuck this fucked up job market and fuck victoria's secret
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| Wednesday, May 8th, 2002
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9:28 pm - in the buff
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i was cold today, without much to do, i sat ands meditated for a while this morning, im going to try to do a little bit more of that lately.
ive also have developed the trend of walking around naked all over the house all of the time (except when guests are over) at first i saw no problem with it, but today one of the maintenence men came by to look our AC and he knocked on the door once and i was naked so i run toward the door just to scream to him not to open the door with his key and as im screming i hear the key in the lock, but he hears me and apologizes. but he almost saw me naked and i decided that i cant risk shit like that from now on:)
i feel like taking a swim in the pool, ill wait till roo comes home from work and then we can have a nightly dip, i cant wait for summer:)
playing with MP3's right now,im so happy i just got the whole Protection album by Massive Attack.. im a happy girl
current mood:  calm
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| Monday, May 6th, 2002
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7:23 pm
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im finished: *WOO HOO*
i can finally eat and rest and know that i dont go to school tomorrow:)
current mood: happy
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5:15 pm
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just took my second exam my last one begins at 6:00 and i am starving and jittery on canned starbucks espresso and granola bars, i can't get my hands to stop shaking and my head is woosey, god, i want dinner, and a soft bed..........
current mood: dizzy
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2:27 pm - :(
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10:32 am - snooze
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studying for finals and fighting with your mate don't match, they should not happen at the same time, the way life happens sometimes though, you can't help it, things just happen you know....
so my spring semester will be over by the end of the day and i can't wait, ive got 3 finals today, all back to back, so my life sucks sometimes, but at least this will all be over by tonight, im worn out, mentally and emotionally, so i walk to my first test of the day..........
current mood:  drained
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| Friday, May 3rd, 2002
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10:40 pm - fuck
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| Thursday, May 2nd, 2002
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10:06 pm - fuck me up the ass
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ive figured that if i continue to have my job ill end up on welfare. i just received a raise that i completely meaningless, and my co-workers are gettng on my nerves......
im going to wake med and applying for a receptionist job tomorrow morning, i desperately need a new job:(
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8:26 pm - ?
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i have so many options in life to do better and why dont i just take them? why dont i grab life by the balls and swallow them, i hate getting second best, i wanna strive higher, how can i begin by doing that?
current mood: questionable
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8:26 pm - ?
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i have so many options in life to do better and why dont i just take them? why dont i grab life by the balls and swallow them, i hate getting second best, i wanna strive higher, how can i begin by doing that?
current mood: questionable
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